Song name: Sharp

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Wipe the blood from my nose and the tear from my eye
and I don't even know how to decide to go on
so many bad memories so many habits ingrained
and I'd be lucky to say I were going insane
but I'm sharp as that knife that cuts through my veins
digging for answers or someone who feels the same
I've been up I've been down so many millions of times
and I've come to accept you as part of my life
but it's sickening to know that I'll never survive
without you
I just can't go outside today
so I'm swallowing vitamin D pills like the sun has run out of flames
so I'm biting my nails and picking my scabs to pass the time away
unless you live with her you can't understand
why I can't shut up and act like a man
and I can't live up to even half your demands
cause I'm not the one who you think
I know you don't see it you think it's silly and trite
because I can't smile and pretend it's all right
and why I find day so much longer than night
I never can tell you why
i just can't .... go outside today
so I'm swallowing vitamin B pills so the nervousness will just go away
turn the page on my calendar but nothing has changed
new pictures new places but the style's still the same
and my whole body works except for my brain
if I could just wash off this scent and maybe something will still remain
You're fucked if you hope or if you give up your rights
and I can roar like a lion with an old toothless bite
but I'll never get it right
It's not like a finger it never can heal
the blood doesn't clot and it doesn't congeal to form
anything worthy of song, dance, or fight
and I never evven suggested that you spend one night
 
I just can't .... go outside today
so I'm swallowing vitamin C pills to keep the sickness at bey
words don't cure diseases so don't even say it
you come to breed fear like a shriner's parade
to knock me off balance til I bleed from my face
and you can never tell me why
Wipe the blood from my nose and the tear from my eye
and I don't even know how to decide to go on